Once again, it is in the wee hours of the morning, and I find myself wide awoke. Whether its the Prednisone, the sleep apnea or the overactive bladder, it really doesn’t matter why I’m up, just that I’m up.
This time, it’s a little different, though, I realize that while this happens frequently, I typically waste this precious time aimlessly wandering the net doing nothing productive for myself, my family, my walk with God, my businesses, just plain wasting time. Well, not today. I am proud to say that I have been utilizing this time getting stuff done. Yes, I’m all over the place with what I’m doing (writing this post, putting up ads for tax season on Facebook and Twitter, making a grocery list, looking for a bargain on a much needed deep freezer, and yes, even looking for a few “girlie” deals), but nevertheless, the time is productive and will add value to my daily life.
I guess you can probably tell by the beginning of this post that I have a BIG PROBLEM WITH PROCRASTINATION and MOTIVATION. I have been gifted with many talents, but over the years I have let illness and weakness and fear keep me from activating and accessing those talents for any tangible purpose.
The last couple of years, since losing my mother in May ’09, I have had mini bouts of productivity, but they have not been what they should and have not been previously sustainable. THIS HAS TO CHANGE!!…. and it starts with a commitment.
A total commitment is paramount to reaching the ultimate in performance.
So my commitment to this blog (and its connected YT channel located at http://www.youtube.com/user/inpraize) is that I will either upload a blog post or video at least twice each week during 2012. I am trying to develop ideas for post/video topics that will interest many and welcome all suggestions. However, I suggest that you allow me to post in January and view them so that you can get a taste of my “flow” and determine if it melds with yours.
Looking forward to getting to know you (and me) better in 2012!!
Leaping off the edge into the darkness, because I know that HE is waiting there to guide me!!
~ Forever InPraize